Yes I am a girl. Yes, I do eat McDonalds, donuts, chips, chocolate and ice cream and no do i work out. And I'm proud of my body.
You want the truth? Well, here it is. Eventually, you forget it all. First, you forget everything you learned - the dates of wars and Pythagorean theorem. You especially forget everything you didn't really learn, but just memorized the night before. You forget the names of all but one or two of your favorite teachers; and eventually you forget those, too. You forget your junior year class schedule and where you used to sit, and your best friend's home phone number and the lyrics to that song you must have played a million times. And eventually, but slowly, you forget your humiliations - even the ones that seemed indelible just fade away. You forget who was cool and who was not, who was pretty, smart, athletic, and not. Who went to a good college, who threw the best parties, who had the most friends - you forget all of them. Even the ones you said you loved, and the ones you actually did. They're the last to go. And once you've forgotten enough, you love someone else.
I believe in love. i believe in faith. i believe in doing what’s right. i believe in music, art, and dance. i believe in standing up for what you believe in. i believe in respect. i believe in liberal views. i believe in conservative views. i believe in makeup. i believe in red lipstick, dramatic eyes, and smooth skin. i believe in sleeping in. i believe in summer evenings. i believe in reading. i believe in writing. i believe in laughing. i believe in crying. i believe in making wishes on shooting stars, 11:11, and dandelions. i believe in prudents adventures and dangerous endeavors. i believe in tattoos. i believe in piercings. i believe in self expression. i believe in divorce. i believe in marriage. i believe in commitment. i believe in wanderlust. i believe in nail polish, trashy TV, and catchy pop songs. i believe in social networking. i believe in pain. i believe in joy.
and most of all, i believe in humanity.
i dont know why i did the things i did, i dont know why i said the things i said.
m not mad because you lied. im not mad because you cheated. im mad because you didnt have the balls to tell me that you lost feelings for me, if you had any in the first place.
dont look up, just let them think that there's no place else youd rather be.
women are getting more and more degrated today. i know sometimes its just a joke, but i do take it personally being a woman myself. its time i get some respect, or im leaving.
to strong to tell you i am sorry, to proud to tell you i was wrong.
the fact is, life gets tough. shit happens, people die, tragedies occur. life happens. remember, youre beautiful and you will get through it. i did.
I believe in karma, what you give is what you get returned. I believe you can’t appreciate real love until you’ve been burned. I believe the grass is no more greener on the other side. I believe you don’t know what you’ve got until you say goodbye. ♥
Strange how someone you once loved can become just another person you once knew. Under broken frames & years of dust, I fear all that’s left of us are sepia smiles & faded blue. But I’ll pick them up & blow them off & think but never tell. ‘Cause that’s just what you’ve done to me & maybe it’s sad or maybe it’s just as well. ♥
Growing up is never easy. You hold on to things that were. You wonder what’s to come. But that night, I think we knew it was time to let go of what had been, & look ahead to what would be. Other days. New days. Days to come. The thing is, we didn’t have to hate each other for getting older. We just had to forgive ourselves for growing up.
I can’t say im proud of my life, but i can say im proud that ive learned. ive learned that i can’t rely on everyone, but i can’t expect everyone to hurt me. i know some things don’t work out, but i know everything that has has been for the better. i can’t guarantee ill be able to walk around with a smile, but i know where ive been. im not one to complain so ill keep trying & in the end, ill know i did my best ♥
think we spend too much time wondering why we’re not good enough. we waste too much time putting ourselves down that we don’t ever stop to see that we are good enough. we spend too much time with our heads down and hearts closed and never get a chance to look up from the ground and see that the sun is shining and tomorrow is another day ♥
Don’t think you’re some perfect princess, because you’re not. Don’t go tell your ex that he missed out on his biggest oppurtunity. He didn’t. He left you because he didn’t think you were the best one for him. Which means he just did YOU a favor. He just did you one because now you know there’s someone better than him. So don’t go saying, “You lost your chance, now I’m gonna go find someone better.” Because you should be saying, “Thanks for putting up with me, now I know there’s someone better, someone meant for me.”
So I say a thousand stupid things. And half the time I never mean them. But this time I'm serious. I'm never going to talk to you first. So if I mean anything to you at all, than you can talk to me, because I give up. I'm done.♥
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