monster.

I did it because I wanted to, because I needed to, because I had to, but mainly because you said I couldn't.

she's one of those girls who doesn't quite know what she's doing, but wants to know everything will be worth it one day. she isn't amazing at one thing, she's just good at a lot of things and that's all she'll ever be. she wishes she could be different, but she still lives her life to the fullest anyways. all she truly needs is love to keep her sane. she looks at her world like it's all a book, with pages being read everyday. she's her own worst enemy and hardest critic, she knows she has flaws and tries to accept them, even though she knows she never fully will. but more than anything, she just wants to make a difference one day. and she wants someone to remember her name.

Your right. I've never had a bad break up. I've never had my heart broken into a million pieces. I have no right to put up these walls, right? But I have seen my friends cry for months over boys who they gave their hearts to. I've seen boys promise 'forever' only to watch forever end a few months later, when they find someone better to sleep with. I've stayed up countless nights, not by choice, but because my parents were fighting so loud that I couldn't fall asleep. I've been the shoulder to cry on. I've seen the strongest people in the world become weak for love. And I refuse to be that girl. I will never fall in love.

You know what your problem is? You get attached, fast. And once you're attached to someone, you do everything you can to please them and make them happy. It's never been about what you want, it's always everyone's needs before your own. You give out too many chances to people, who quite frankly, do not deserve them. They take advantage of you, and you become a pushover. But you're okay with that, because they're in your life and that's all you ever really wanted. And even if they screw you over, you'll still be there for them. Because that's you, that who you are. Once you get attached to someone, they capture your heart and they always have a place there. And that is why it's so hard for you to let him go.

I don't know why we all hang on to something we know we're better of letting go. It's like we're scared to lose what we don't really have. Some of us say we'd rather have that then nothing at all, but the truth is; to have it half way is harder then not having it all.

I know what it's like to be so mad, you go into this blind rage and don't even remember what you said or did. I know what it's like to be so heartbroken, you can't even look at yourself in the mirror without bursting into tears. I know what it's like to have so many bad things happen to you,you start to lose faith in everything. However, I also know times of pure joy and happiness. And if I can just keep my mind set on those, I know I'll make it through all of the hard times. And maybe, just maybe, I'll be able to find the faith I thought I had lost forever.

Part of me just wants to find the right words to hurt you the same way you hurt me

Don’t say that it didn't mean anything or it was not worth it. if you’ve thought about her everyday or if you memorized her laugh, then at one point, she must have meant something to you.

People add a quote to their favorites because at one time in their life, that quote described, perfectly what they felt, believed or loved and they, themselves, couldn't put into words.

Open your eyes girls, we're young. we don't need a boy to love, hold, and kiss. We won't always be able to relax and be kids, but we'll always be able to love. So I'm gonna get out there and liven up this world, leave my mark, and make a difference. Because in five years we will want to rewind, but we can't. So stop worrying about that boy, now is the time of our lives. Lets make mistakes and not care and make memories that will never fade. Live it up, and live it crazy. We are only young once, so lets screw this up right. Drop the drama, screw the calories, and never question your actions. See you later boy, I have history to make.

 

We just have to accept that people are going to stay in our hearts even when they dont always stay in our lives

She’s the girl that believes that what comes around goes around. The one that hopes for a better day. The one that won’t give up on you. She’s the girl that’s unlike the rest. The one that spent her days smiling, and her nights crying. She’s the girl that would love to be loved. The one that looks so damn strong, but feels so weak. She’s the girl that picks herself up every time she falls

You know what the best feeling in the world is? The feeling that nothing can touch you. The feeling that you are going to be okay forever and for always. The feeling that everything is going to stay just how it is; the feeling of being overly and excessively happy. The times when you’re gasping for air from laughing, or nearly in pain from smiling so much. When you’re with your friends and you know this is how it’s supposed to be. I love those times, and I love that feeling. I want to bottle it up and have it always, because I think that’s what life is about. Forgetting the bad and getting lost in the good

Don't re-think things. Because usually, your first thought is what you really want to do, so just follow it through.