i've been messed with, let down, and played too many times. i wonder what people think of me too much, and i'm way too judgmental. my heart is big but i have my selfish moments. i love to be in big groups, but i also love to be alone. every song on my ipod has a special memory or a regret behind it. i don't like going through old pictures because i miss what used to be. i tend to over think things and i trust way too many people. i have the people i'd love to pack up and leave with, and there are some people i wish would just disappear. i don't cry very often, but when i do i can't stop. i hate the word goodbye and i wish it didn't exist. i hate liars, though i lie myself. i have secrets hidden in me that even i don't know. i'm still finding things out about myself, so don't be quick to judge. 

ever since i was young, i never really understood anything about the world. and i never understood anything that happened in my life. the only thing that ever made any sense to me was you. and how i felt about you. that's all i've ever known. and that's enough for the rest of my life.

i just got really hurt and sometimes when that happens, something inside just shuts off.



i want to be hard for you to forget. i want to have the kind of impact on you where you know you'll never find anyone who can take my place, because that's what you are to me. i want it to hurt like hell when you see me. i want you to feel what you put me through. 



Running, down corridoors through, automatic doors
Got to get to you, got to see this through
First night of your life, curled up on your own
Looking at you now, you would never know



i've seen christmas lights reflect in your eyes.



oh and one more thing kid; you'll never find another me.

now a days, it's practically impossible to be sure about anything. but i'm positive about this, i want to be with you. there's only one of every person and no matter how much alike they may be, there's never going to be another you. you're the one i want.

 
“The only true painful goodbyes are the ones that are never said and never even explained.