Elephant's memory.

this is looking like a contest, of who can act like they care less.
but i liked it better when you were on my side

Don't lose who you are in the blur of the stars, seeing is deceiving,
dreaming is believing, it's okay not to be okay.

never again will i kiss you, never again will i want to.
never again will i love you, never.

Stop saying you’re sorry. You want to know something? I knew.
I knew you didn’t feel that way about me. I knew, and I still let it happen..because,
well, I figured that one night with you was better than never. So will you stop saying
you’re sorry? Because you didn’t know better, but I did.

I’m not going to spend my life chasing people. You want to leave?
Fine then, go ahead. Because I’m done with chasing and caring for
people who never had interest in me. Nothing lasts and people change.
I’ve learned love is hard and life isn’t always what you want it to be.

I want to go back to believing in everything,
and knowing nothing at all.

My insecurities could eat me alive.

I have grown too strong to ever fall back in your arms.

You know what sucks? Finding out everything you believe in,
is complete and utter bullshit.

hate how people act like it's so incredibly easy to forget the past, because
it's not. I can't just forget all the lies, and all the games. But most of all,
i can't just forget every single night i blamed myself for your mistakes. And
sure, the past is the past and it's unchangeable even if you do regret it, but
that still doesn't make it hurt any less, even after all this time.

Sometimes you have to give up on people.
Everyone that is in your journey
is meant to be in your journey, but not
everyone is meant to stay there.

I turned my back on you and me.
Cause I was scared to see that we weren't who we used to be.

guess it’s time to move on, isn’t it?
What could have been what should have been;
all that is meaningless because in the end, it isn’t?

unlike him, i just can't walk away. i just can't

forget what we had. it's not that easy for me to

just let go of something that was once my life.

i guess unlike him, it actually mattered to me.

It's amazing, some people, they just say these small little things,
one sentence and it changes the way you feel about them in an instant.
Small little words that can hurt you so much or make you fall deeply in love forever.
It changes everything, nothing between you is ever really the same again,
even if they don't know it.

she's just a little too scared to get close because everyone who said they'd be there, left

ou almost convinced me you’d stick
around, but everyone knows almost doesn't count

I don’t mind not being the first priority,
but I’d like to at least make it on the list.

Life is unfair. You put someone first who puts you second. You study your ass off for a final only
to get a B in the class when you deserved an A. You give 110% to someone in a relationship when
they only give 40%. You’re there for your best friend at 3 a.m. when they need it the most and the
next day they don’t pick up their phone. You give something your all and sometimes get little to nothing
back. You care so much about someone who doesn’t care enough about you to say Hi once in a while.
You give someone your time and they give you “sorry, I’m busy”. It seems like you’re giving everyone
everything and they’re just walking away with it

You can always close your eyes to the things you don't want to see,
but you can never close your heart to the things you don't want to feel

It's better that we're not talking anymore, not
pretending everything is okay. Because for once
I feel like you aren't faking your feelings for me

i remember everything you said, it all just keeps spinning around in my head.
it don't matter what i try to do, i keep forgetting to forget about you.